消失的旧时光 lost old time

注：写于20年9月26日，删于21年，轻飘飘的旧时光就这么溜走，转头回去看看时已匆匆数年。
Note: Written on September 26, 2020, deleted in 2021, the old time has just slipped away, and when I look back, several years have passed by.

一

那是一年春晚，一家人围坐在火炉边，我看着老式电视机里一个酷酷的大男孩出了神——他留着长刘海，眯着小眼睛，在台上打拳、翻跟斗，发出「哦耶 嗷嗷嗷 嗷嗷哦耶」的声音。
It was the Spring Festival Gala one year, and the family was sitting around the fire. I watched a cool big boy on the old TV in trance - he had long bangs and narrowed his eyes, boxing and somersaulting on the stage. , making a sound of "Oh yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, yeah".

大人们都说听不清楚他在唱什么，可我觉得他好酷。 The adults all said they couldn't hear what he was singing, but I thought he was so cool.

后来我才知道，他叫周杰伦，那首歌叫「龙拳」，那一年是04年。
Later I found out that his name was Jay Chou, the song was called "Dragon Fist", and the year was 2004.

二

记不清是四岁还是五岁了，一天，妈妈带回来一根「双节棍」，说是给我的玩具。其实这是个旧玩具，螺纹已经生了锈，棍子上银色的漆也早已这里一块那里一块的掉了，但当时那就是我最最宝贝的东西啦。
I can't remember when I was four or five years old. One day, my mother brought back a "nunchuck" and said it was a toy for me. In fact, it was an old toy, the threads were rusty, and the silver paint on the stick had long since fallen off piece by piece, but it was my most precious thing at the time.

得到了双节棍以后，我去哪儿都要带上它。和爷爷一起买菜时带着，和奶奶一起去公园时带着，上午晒太阳时带着，晚上在街坊口吹风时也带着。
After getting the nunchaku, I have to take it with me wherever I go. I took it with me when I went grocery shopping with my grandpa, took it with me when I went to the park with my grandma, took it with me when I was basking in the sun in the morning, and took it with me when I was blowing in the wind in the neighborhood at night.

有时在平地上走路，走着走着我就要停下来，掏出双节棍左一下右一下的乱挥一通，想象自己在少林和武当学了功夫，眼前就有个大坏蛋正在干坏事，我正要路见不平拔刀相助呢！
Sometimes when walking on flat ground, I would stop, take out my nunchucks and wave them left and right, imagining that I had learned kung fu in Shaolin and Wudang, and there was a big bad guy doing bad things right in front of me. I was about to draw my sword to help when there was an injustice on the road!

每当这时，脑中的背景乐当然是： Whenever this happens, the background music in my mind is of course:

「快使用双节棍 哼哼哈兮 "Hurry up and use the nunchucks, hahaha

习武之人切记 仁者无敌 Those who practice martial arts must remember that the benevolent are invincible

是谁在练太极 风生水起」 Who is practicing Tai Chi so prosperously?"

——《双节棍》  ——"Nunchaku"

三

小时候我是在老家和爷爷奶奶一起生活的。
When I was a child, I lived with my grandparents in my hometown.

房子是过去工厂分配的，也算是老房子了。小小的房子里，有一台老式晶体管彩色电视，一台小电冰箱，一台国营长江机器制造厂生产的电风扇，一个冬天用的炉子，一个米缸，一个糖蒜缸，几个黄灯泡，这就是全部数的上来的东西了。
The house was allocated by the factory in the past, so it can be considered an old house. In the small house, there is an old-fashioned transistor color TV, a small refrigerator, an electric fan produced by the state-owned Yangtze Machinery Manufacturing Factory, a winter stove, a rice vat, a sugar and garlic vat, and a few yellow light bulbs. , that’s all that’s counted.

「泛黄的春联还残留在墙上 "The yellowed Spring Festival couplets still remain on the wall

依稀可见几个字 岁岁平安 A few words are vaguely visible, "Peace every year"

在我没回去过的老家米缸 In the rice vat of my hometown I have never been back to

爷爷用楷书写一个 满  Grandpa writes a full letter in regular script

…… …

黄金葛爬满了雕花的门窗 Golden kudzu covers the carved doors and windows

夕阳斜斜映在斑驳的砖墙 The setting sun reflects on the mottled brick wall

铺着榉木板的屋内还弥漫 The house covered with beech boards was still filled with

姥姥当年酿的豆瓣酱」 The bean paste my grandma made back then."

——《上海1943》 ——"Shanghai 1943"

就在这间老房子里，在象征着时代记忆的黄灯泡的光下，和爷爷奶奶一起，我度过了我最美好的童年。
In this old house, under the light of the yellow light bulb that symbolizes the memory of the times, I spent my best childhood with my grandparents.

四

那时的黄灯泡经常会坏，换灯泡就是爷爷的责任。
The yellow light bulbs at that time often broke, and it was my grandfather's responsibility to change them.

爷爷是一位能工巧匠，家里的桌子、凳子，甚至是我的婴儿车都是爷爷做的。街坊邻居家里什么东西坏了，也总来请爷爷去修。因此街坊们都称呼爷爷一声“师傅”。
Grandpa is a skilled craftsman. The tables, stools, and even my stroller at home were all made by grandpa. When something in a neighbor's house is broken, he always comes to ask grandpa to fix it. Therefore, the neighbors all call grandpa "Master".

同时，爷爷对中国的历史也很了解，有好多自己的体会，谈起这类话题，往往旁征博引，结合亲身经历，一讲就是好几个小时。别人觉得爷爷啰嗦，但还是个小孩子的我却听得入神。
At the same time, my grandpa also knows a lot about Chinese history and has a lot of his own experiences. When talking about such topics, he often quotes from other sources and combines his personal experience with them, which can last for several hours. Others thought grandpa was verbose, but as a child, I listened intently.

「犹记得那年 在一个雨天  "I still remember one rainy day that year

那七岁的我躲在屋檐 却一直想去荡秋千 When I was seven years old, I hid on the eaves but always wanted to go on the swing.

爷爷抽着烟 说唐朝陆羽写茶经三卷 流传了千年」 Grandpa was smoking and said that Lu Yu in the Tang Dynasty wrote three volumes of the Tea Book that have been passed down for thousands of years."

——《爷爷泡的茶》 ——"Grandpa's Tea"

“这个问题很有来头啊，来来来我给你讲讲……” "This question has a lot of background. Come on, let me tell you about it..."

就是在这样的谈话里，我学到了好多好多知识，最为重要的是，学会了独立思考。
It was in such conversations that I learned a lot of knowledge, and most importantly, learned to think independently.

多年以后，我有幸遇见许多思想上的启蒙者，他们或擅长文学，或擅长哲学，或谦和，或雄辩，但早年爷爷对我的影响，却是最为深远的。
Many years later, I was fortunate enough to meet many ideological enlighteners, who were good at literature, philosophy, modesty, or eloquence, but my grandfather had the most profound influence on me in my early years.

五

后来，后来就是初中时代了。
Later , it was the junior high school years.

初中时代男生总会有那么几个喜欢的姑娘。一开始不知道怎么表达喜欢，就学着歌里唱的，拿着铅笔，在纸上一遍遍的写着对方的名字。
In junior high school, boys always have a few girls they like. At first, I didn’t know how to express my love, so I followed the song and took a pencil and wrote the other person’s name over and over again on the paper.

可胆小如我，是连名字也不敢写出来的，那就写拼音首字母，写完还要小心藏起来，不让任何人看到。
But if you are timid like me and don’t even dare to write your name, then you just write the first letter of the pinyin, and after you finish writing, you have to carefully hide it so that no one can see it.

「手中的铅笔 "Pencil in hand

在纸上来来回回 Go back and forth on the paper

我用几行字 I use a few lines

形容你是我的谁」 Describe who you are to me"

——《七里香》 ——"Qili Xiang"

终究，终究她还是知道了。
After all , she finally knew.

幸运的，开始小心翼翼的接触，忐忑的示好，认真记下对方每一个小小小小的喜好；不幸的，就互相躲着，在一段时间青涩的感伤后，也就不了了之啦。
Fortunately, they started to contact each other cautiously, expressed their goodwill nervously, and carefully took note of each other's every little preference; unfortunately, they just avoided each other, and after a period of youthful sentimentality, it was over.

「我将不该犯的错都默背好 "I will memorize all the mistakes I shouldn't have made.

仔细观察她的喜好 Yeah Observe her preferences carefully Yeah

而我紧绷的外表 像上紧后的发条 And my tight appearance is like clockwork after being wound up

等她的答案揭晓」 Waiting for her answer to be revealed"

——《她的睫毛》 ——"Her Eyelashes"

六

再往后，再往后就是高中时代了。
After that , and after that is high school.

终于啊，不是「开不了口」，不是「不能说的秘密」，而是可以向那个「可爱女人」大声宣布的「简单爱」啦。
Finally, it is not "a secret that cannot be spoken" or a "secret that cannot be told", but a "simple love" that can be declared loudly to that "lovely woman".

「我想大声宣布 对你依依不舍 "I want to declare loudly that I am reluctant to leave you.

…… …

我想带你回我的外婆家一起 I want to take you back to my grandma's house together

看着日落 一直到我们都睡着 Watch the sunset until we both fall asleep

…… …

你靠着我的肩膀 你在我胸口睡着 You lean on my shoulder and you fall asleep on my chest

像这样的生活我爱你你爱我」 In this life, I love you and you love me."

——《简单爱》 ——"Simple Love"

好多个夜晚，我们手牵着手漫步，仿佛走在池塘的水底，从一个月亮走向另一个月亮。
Many nights, we walked hand in hand, as if we were walking on the bottom of a pond, from one moon to another.

「手牵手 一步两步三步四步望着天 "Hand in hand, one step, two steps, three steps, four steps, looking at the sky

看星星 一颗两颗三颗四颗连成线」 Look at the stars, one, two, three and four connected in a line."

——《星晴》 ——"Xingqing"

七

谈恋爱的每个星期，我都盼望着周末。
Every week while we were in love , I looked forward to the weekend.

一旦出了学校，甚至不用出学校，无人的课室就是我们的天堂了！
Once we leave school, or even without leaving school, the empty classroom is our paradise!

「你优雅的像一只猫 动作轻盈的围绕 "You are as graceful as a cat, moving lightly around me

爱的甜味蔓延发酵 暧昧来得刚好」 The sweetness of love spreads and ferments, and the ambiguity comes just in time."

——《迷迭香》 --"rosemary"

谁愿意被注视着，忍受人世的鞭挞和讥嘲，压迫者的凌辱，傲慢者的冷眼，被轻蔑的爱情的惨痛，存天理灭人欲的人为法的迁延，体现恶的平庸性的官吏的横暴。要是只要安静的等待周末的到来，这一切就可以结束？
Who wants to be watched and endure the whippings and ridicules of the world, the humiliation of the oppressors, the cold eyes of the arrogant, the pain of despised love, the delay of man-made laws that destroy human desires, and the tyranny of officials who embody the mediocrity of evil. . What if all this could be over if we just waited quietly for the weekend?

如果不是周末必将到来，没有人愿意负着这样的重担，忍受人世的摧残。
If it weren't for the weekend that was bound to come, no one would be willing to bear such a heavy burden and endure the ravages of this world.

八

而「相爱还有别离，像无法被安排的雨，随时准备来袭」......
And "Love and separation are like rain that cannot be arranged, ready to strike at any time"...

「消失的下雨天 我好想再淋一遍 "The rainy day that disappeared, I really want to get wet again

没想到失去的勇气 I didn’t expect to lose the courage

我还留着 I still keep it

好想再问一遍 I really want to ask again

你会等待还是离开」 Will you wait or leave?"

——《晴天》 --"sunny"

九

与周杰伦音乐的邂逅当然远不止这些。
The encounter with Jay Chou's music is of course much more than that.

当我读《福尔摩斯探案集》时，耳边是「贝克街旁的圆形广场」。
When I read "The Sherlock Holmes", I heard "the circular square next to Baker Street".

当我读古龙的武侠小说时，耳边是「一壶好酒再来一碗热粥配上几斤的牛肉 我说店小二三两银够不够」。
When I read Gu Long's martial arts novels, what I heard in my ears was "A pot of good wine, a bowl of hot porridge and a few kilograms of beef, I asked the waiter if two or three taels of silver would be enough."

当我读古希腊哲学时，耳边是「我坐在客厅模仿雕像思考，却仿佛听到同样想法的困扰」。
When I read ancient Greek philosophy, what I heard in my ears was "I was sitting in the living room imitating the statues and thinking, but I seemed to be troubled by the same thoughts."

就这样，周杰伦的音乐充满了我的青春成长。 In this way, Jay Chou's music filled my youth and growth.

十

前不久，一个朋友跟我说：“不知道为什么，我现在听到周杰伦的音乐会主动切掉它。”
Not long ago , a friend said to me: "I don't know why, but now I take the initiative to cut it when I hear Jay Chou's music."

我说我也是。 I said me too.

可能是承载了太多的回忆吧，我背不动它啦。 Maybe it carries too many memories and I can’t carry it.

就留在深层的记忆里吧，这消失的旧时光啊！ Just stay in the deep memory, this old time that disappeared!